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Somebody needs to leave me a motherfuckin comment or you can all go fuck yourselves. all you faggots just go with ur fads and use ur "myspace" and all that shit. a few months ago livejopurnal was the shit and you weren't shit unles u had one. now you aren't shit if u still use it... well suck my balls i don't want to make a myfaggotspace account and i'm not going to until naomi helps me do it. d block.
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[05 Apr 2005|11:27pm] |
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I woke up this morning deaf in my right ear and feeling like someone was attacking the inside of my skull with a claw hammer. I told my mom that i wasnt going to school so she told me i wasnt going out. i told her "fuck you" and left on my bike when she wasnt paying attention. On my way to my beautiful girlfriend Naomi's house, i got a flat tire, but i didn't care that much because i was only about a half mile from her house and i was busy being annoyed at my mom for calling me 15 times on my cell phone. I got to Naomi's house and made her call jamie and tell him not to give my mom her number if she called him cuz my moms a stupid bitch. I fought my mom on the phone and made her feel like an asshole until she left me alone. Naomi and i did the usual stuff... laid down, watched tv... then we banged on the pool table... Fuck you tony, you fag. you never even got close. After that, we fell asleep for a few hours and i continued to be half deaf for the rest of the night and still am. I'm going to the doctor tomorrow morning. Fuck younit
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[02 Apr 2005|07:24pm] |
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I'm having a fucking shitty week. I'm fuckin pissed right now and i feel like someone important is ignoring me for a fat lesbian crybaby. I can't take this shit, my life fuckin sucks and i can't catch a break no matter what, theres always some bullshit i have to deal with, so fuck everybody right now.
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[27 Mar 2005|11:27pm] |
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Hey, its easter and i'm sick so i haven't eaten a single thing all day! Praise Jesus! Last night while i was hangin out with Naomi, Jamie, Buddy, Joe and Ashton, naomi and I went bact to my house cuz i started not feeling good. Then i went to bed at 10 and woke up at 12, didnt get any sleep from then on until about 7:00AM today. I cleaned my room a little bit while i was home not eating, but i got winded cuz i can't breathe and had to lay down again. Sherisse came over to give me her 2 pet turtles she didn't want anymore and was here for literally like 5 seconds... i fell asleep, woke up wanting to puke but didn't... and now i'm writing in my fag livejournal. i feel like shit so fuck anyone who didn't get sick today. 'night =D
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| Fuck you in your corn tube. |
[25 Mar 2005|12:33am] |
Hey. Fuck you: 1.)Emo faggots- you cry and whine and bitch about your problems. get up and do something about it cocksucker. and if you don't like what i have to say why don't you kill yourself? 2.)Stupid people- nothing botheres me quite like a stupid person. Stupid people are a fucking waste of oxygen, food, water, and tax-payers' money. People need a certain degree of intelligence, or at least understanding to be even considered a person in my eyes. otherwise you're just a walking peice of shit. 3.)Yu-Gi-Oh- Yu-Gi-Oh is nothing but a rip off of pokemon, considering how it became popular like 3 years after pokemon, which is also gay. 4.)Drug addicts- Theres nothing wrong with occasionally using drugs, but when you need it to proceed in a normal day, you're a fuckin shithead 5.)Morbidly Obese people- What would posess you to eat this much? you stupid ass fuck. You eat until you can't get up to pinch a loaf and then you get on TV shows like maury and expect people to feel sorry for you. you're a waste of able people's time; having to take care of your fat immobile asses all the time, and sponge bathing your fields of skin. choke on some pork and die, and make sure your death note says to throw your body into the ocean. cant let all that go to waste. 6.)Metrosexuals- you retarded fucks spend so much time worrying about what you look like, that you dont realize that ultimately, you look like a cockhungry faggot. 7.) Small dogs- little bastards have the balls to come up and bite my pants until i kick them in the teeth... now whos the badass? 8.)East Haven School System- you're just scared... 9.)Environmentalists- "we must save out mother earth from long term effects of all of the bullshit you normal people are using and stuff" Shut the fuck up, you won't be around to see the long term effects, why should you care? 10.)People who talk too much- shut up asshole before i shoot you in the knees. That was my list of things that can fuck off. pce out for now.
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[20 Mar 2005|12:14am] |
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Wutsup FUCKERS. It's been more than 6 months sence my last entry and a lot of shit has gone on sence then. It's been a while sence i've dropped by to tell you people to fuck yourselves, but her i am. so fuck you. Let me tell you about my 6 month break from faggot livejournal... An old friend of mine didn't appreciate his girlfriend, who happened to be an older and better friend of mine by a few years. I didn't like what i was seeing so i decided to be the biggest asshole i could be. my plan worked out well andi was happy with the results, except for the "i'm a bitch and won't fight you because i'm too scared of a little well deserved pain" part. Despite all of this, the two stayed together for a few more months that made me want to kill myself and everything around me, but it was okay because during those months i kept doing the things i like to do until their 1 way relationship finally died and then me and my older better friend, who is naomi, started going out. Then i got a new cell phone. That was the past 6 months. Now we've been together for a month and we're happy and stupid and we love eachother more than ever. so fuck everyone else. The weathers starting to get nicer and the faggot snow is starting to melt so i'm gonna start riding my bike again soon. Not untill i buy about $250 in parts though, because as i was taking it apart for a tune-up, most of my stock parts were falling apart, aside from the ones i just broke by accident. anyway, during the spring i plan on rebuilding some dirt jumps and such around town with dave and chris. these things need work after all of the bullshit snow wears them down. So yeah thats all i have to say. Pce out bitches.
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| another day........ |
[01 Jun 2004|02:47pm] |
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Woke up miserable. walked to cantley's house cuz we planned on skippin school. we did. so did melin. hung out at cantley's all day and smoked. Newports suck. walked home at 1:30. got on my computer. here i am.
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| Thoughts |
[25 May 2004|08:01pm] |
After school today i hung out with dave. we went out catchin turtles. we got 2. then we stood over the highway on an overpass and tried to get tractor trailors to bolw their horns by doing the arm gesture thing that means "blow the damn horn". It worked pretty good considering how we got like 60 trucks to do it... so then we tried giving them a taste of our middle fingers. That worked too. But anyway, to the point, when i got home and started to relax, i got to thinking. I have no family. Nobody in my "family" gets along. I only have contact with one side. I don't know half of the people i'm related to. The ones i do know are all constantly bitching about other people and the problems in their lives and i have to listen to it like i give a shit. Like i don't have my own shit to deal with.And the people who would have made things right are all dead. I hate everyone who is left. They all think they know me. They think they understand the shit i have to put up with. They think they know exactly whats going on in my life. They have no idea. They're not my family. I can't consider these wasted lives a family. My friends are the only thing remotely close to a family that i have. And those of you who have a fucking problem with them, have a problem with me, and don't fuckin underestimate me, because if it comes down to it, i'll fuckin wreck you. I'm not afraid of shit, and don't dare, for a fuckin second think you know me.
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[18 May 2004|10:22pm] |
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Pretty boring day... Bloodline took over our lunch table... FUCK BLOODLINE. Spent the rest of the day trying to kill birds. Not too successful with the bird hunting... oh well... Then i went to sleep. Was supposed to hang out with casey holly and sara. Sry ladies, but i'm not a lazy motherfucker, I'm THE lazy motherfucker. Then at 8 i hung out with Dave again for the first time in a while. We might go frog-huntin tomorrow. Thats all that happened. Later bitches.
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[17 May 2004|04:19pm] |
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... Then i went out to buy a gun.
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| Sworn Enemy show |
[17 May 2004|10:33am] |
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Last night i went to another show at toads with Larry, Nick, Dan, and Paul Lee. It was cool, but there werent alot of people so there wasn't really too much going on. The band lineup was Broken, Agents of Man, Billy Club Sandwich, and then Sworn Enemy. I got home around midnight and i was tired when i woke up, so i stayed home from school today, which probably means i lost credit in everything. Oh well. I wanna do something later, so if anybody sees this call my cell, but right now i'm goin back to sleep cuz its still early. Later.
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| ThE cONfiRmAtiON |
[05 May 2004|10:01pm] |
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Today i've confirmed that I'm doing the dreads and nothing is stoping me. I've already discussed it with my mom that i'm doing it no matter what she says, and if she decides to give me any shit when i do it i'll just leave. And as for what my dad thinks about it... Fuck my dad. I don't really care what either of them have to say. Why should I? It's not like i'm seen in public with them more than once a month. And as for the family... its falling apart anyway. what do i care what they think about me? I want to do it cuz i can't really do anything that cool with my hair and its pretty easy to maintain once its done. Yep.............. later.
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[02 May 2004|07:58pm] |
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Fuck livejournal. i can't figure out how to use it so i probably won't be writing here too often...
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| "Uhh... We're from vermont." |
[29 Apr 2004|05:09pm] |
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Allright, so today i walk into school and start talkin to Dom. We are both tired and didn't want to be there so we decided to just leave. Turns out leaving wasn't as easy as it seemed and Proto saw me in the hall so i didn't want to leave cuz i'm already in some shit for skipping. Now he knew i was there so i have a chance of getting in trouble again, but dom paid me $20 to leave so i don't care... We snuck out a door near the health classrooms and ran past the tennis courts and into the woods. we came out near deer run school (i think) and walked down the road towards Eblens and stuff. We climbed some buildings for a while and thats when the time started to drag. then we went to Dom's house for a minute, and then we went to some stores. After that we wandered into the woods to kill some time, and Dom said that it didnt seem like we were in connecticut. He said it was like vermont, so we figured that if any cops decided to stop and ask why we werent in school, we were gonna say "We don't go to school here. We're from vermont." We came out of the woods in some totally rich part of east haven that neither of us knew existed with like, streams running through people's front yards and 4 car garages with corvettes chillin in the driveways. From there we went to the pit, and then back into the same woods we were in before and got lost. Then we found our way out, but were still lost in an even richer part of town than before. There were like acres of land behind the houses and like 4 and 5 car garages all over the place. We walked around there for a while and had to ask some lady where we were and how to get back to route 80. By then it was about 11:30-ish so we were tryin to get back to school cuz i wanted to catch the bus home. we made it back with plenty of time to spare, which we didnt really expect or want cuz we had nothing to do. We got pizza at john and maria's, and then we went to some polluted sewage pond on the side of the road and just looked into it for the last hour and a half before school got out. We dicsovered that the pond can actually still support life even with the trash cans and plastic bags floating around. A pretty big turtle lives in there. From there we went back to school in time to catch our busses and go home. So, in the end, we left school because we were tired, but totally exhausted ourselves by walking around foxon for 6 hours. That was my day.
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| Day After 4:20.... |
[21 Apr 2004|09:51pm] |
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Yesterday was the imfamous 4:20. Heres how my 4:20 went... Woke up, smoked in my room, went out on a bike ride, found buddy and alex, smoked, went to tony's, smoked, a.j. came to tony's, smoked, went to the jumps, smoked, went home, slept, woke up, smoked, went out ridin for the rest of the night. Then i met up with a friend and some of her friends who i hate. They ditched her so i stayed with her until i could get her a ride home. Thats fucked up. You don't just leave someone whos supposed to be your friend behind like that. They got in a car and drove off with some nig. Fuck them, and fuck the fucker driving the fucking car. Anyway, today, the day after 4:20, I put up wall boarder in my bathroom for my mom, got a new CD, and slept for the rest of the day. I really need some kinda energy pills or something cuz i sleep all day and wake up at night and go back to sleep again around 2 or 3 in the morning. I havent really done anything over vacation yet, but i wanna get out and practice some street riding because if i get a job i wont really have any time to go dirt jumping during the day. (for all of you who don't know, i ride bmx)
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[17 Apr 2004|11:17am] |
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Hi. Last night sucked. Kate couldn't get a ride down here so i hung out with Hans, Lenny, and Kyle Flanigan. Would you expect that? I woulda hung out with Tom Jordan, but i didnt have enough time to get nice and fucked up before i had to go home. Then i went home.
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[12 Apr 2004|10:06pm] |
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I had ISS all day today because Officer Doofy popped out of the bushes while me and tom were havin a cigarette and took us to proto's office on Thursday. What kind of fucking loser sits and waits in the bushes for people to come outside? ... Idiot... But anyway, the day went by faster than i thought it would. the only people in ISS were me, Tom, and marky-D, so it was pretty quiet for most of the day. There was a chick fight right outside of the ISS room, but we couldnt watch it because caccone wouldnt let us out, but we could still hear everything that was goin on. Sounded like it was pretty good. Then Lauren and Courtney came and hung out for 7th period. Then i went home and slept all day. I think Jessica has a boyfriend now, so i guess i can take her off the list of chicks i might go out with... Oh well... I havent talked to Kate today... i called her at 9:00 but it was busy so i didn't bother anymore. Whatever.
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| EA§TeR |
[11 Apr 2004|10:29pm] |
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Yeah. Its easter. I fucking hate holidays. they're so lame. Ever sence my grandmother died the family has kinda split up so we really dont do anything anymore. not that i care for family get-togethers, but i had to sit home all day today. Normally i wouldnt mind that sort of thing, but my PS2 just happened to stop working today, and i'm sick of all of my X-BOX games so i basically ate and slept until 6. Mostly slept. At around 7 i went to my aunts house for a little while. My cousins left with their girlfriends, so i was stuck there with my mom and aunts. Luckily, Kate (the hot goth chick that called me the other night) called my cell so i went in the other room and talked to her for a while. she told me I look just like her ex-boyfriend, so i guess thats good... in a way... i cant wait to see her again.
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| last night |
[10 Apr 2004|05:12pm] |
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Everybody has one of these things, so today i figured i should be "part of the crowd" and make one myself. Let me start by telling you about what happened last night. I was at the bowling alley for some odd reason, and my friend tells me that these 2 goth-type chicks were checkin me out and talkin about me. i didnt see them, so i decided to go lookin for them to see what they looked like. turns out they were pretty hot so i started talkin to them. I found out that i actually met one of them before (i was drunk that night) and the other one was just hot so we hung out for the rest of the night. I got their numbers and the one that i hadn't met before called me later that night. i kinda like her. we might hang out again next weekend, so hopefully i'll get to know her a little better.
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